A Poem called "Dignity of Risk"

Dignity of Risk,

by theamazinJ

I make my choices,
and so do you,
I make my choices,
and they are mine.
My choices are good,
my choices are poor,
but so are yours, either good or poor.
I get to choose
as you choose for your own.
There is a thing called Dignity of Risk,
and everyone gets to decide for themselves.
Regardless of what you say,
regardless of what you think,
and everything that is said,
everything that is done,
and everything that is experienced.
No one can say this, no one can say that,
and everyone gets their way
to do, to say, and experience based on what they feel at the moment.
Self-determination is not radical, it's interdependence, it's life.
When someone has a direction for themselves,
they get to choose, and by choosing they get to live,
and by living,
everyone has their choices to live with their own conditions
that serve them well with their own opinions and what they want to learn,
everyone has their choices to live in inclusion or not,
everyone gets choices to live under their own conditions
independent from your own,
everyone gets to choose because choices make our own decisions.
You may disagree, you may not like what is said,
you may not like why a person was angry,
but you don't have a right to change the person's feelings
to make them feel for what you want them to feel.
Everyone has their own feelings,
everyone has their experiences why they felt they needed to do things,
and no one has a right to cause pain or even more pain for that matter
to anyone
while causing the person suffering or worse to leave.
Everyone has the pain,
the pain of the experiences we live,
the excitement and thrills of every experience we live,
and the many many interactions of people we get to meet every day
if we choose to do so.
It takes guts to live on your own conditions,
it takes guts to reject yours and yours and yours,
and never look back to what yours and yours and yours of every thought was,
in the end,
because in the end,
the only conditions you can choose to live
is your own.
It's your own because it's the way you get to choose for yourself,
no one has rights over anyone,
in their own right mind.
It's important because it's called responsibility.
Your own right mind is the right mind of the person living it in their own body
with their own mind that the person gets to choose no matter what.
On this new year approaching,
the mind is bolder, the body is intense, and the spirit is more golden,
because everyone gets to choose,
whether anyone else likes that or not,
and everyone gets to make their own mistakes,
and everyone gets to decide at the moment what is right for them.
You and you and you, even decided things that was poor or poorer too,
and everyone still likes to tell even more so,
but it really is up to the person, the individual, the citizen living in this world,
who gets to choose what is right for them.
Don't get angry, don't get sad, just be happy for your own life,
your own conditions you choose, and stop paying attention to other conditions.
Self-determination beholds the gate to open and the door
to the extraordinaire of our genre of fate,
and our genre of the life we get to live
to the destiny we leave with at the end years and years later.
Amen.

A Poem Called "My Ellipse"

My life is in existence,
My life is soil,
My life is earth,
my life is heaven,
I strive past earth
to reach heaven,
my openly eager
home away from home.
I love you
can love with all my might,
I contribute something
I contribute my life,
I echo the earth,
I echo thou up in the heavens,
Thou I love,
thou I pride for,
Thou is my life,
Thou in my strength,
I am an old soul,
I am a wise dude,
I am a proud Autistic,
I am a proud Human being,
I love, I feel, I contribute.
This is my day,
this is my sun,
this is my water,
this is the rock
echoing my life,
Thou, Thou, I am so proud,
Thou,Thou, I am so eager,
Thou, Thou,
I am disabled and a person
from the perfect heaven above,
Thou, Thou.
I cover myself with masks,
I cover with a masquerade,
for when we enter
the heaven, we unfold
all the many masquerades we lived,
every day of our life.
Thou, Thou, am so into you,
Thou, when being up there
one day who will
be proud of me
as I shine my light
over the gazing world
I live everyday,
and past lived.

The Last Word, but Not the Least or the Last,

by theamazinJ

My words,
My words matter,
My mind,
My mind matters,
My mind is mine,
My mind is who I am,
My mind makes up my own thoughts,
I am may be criticized
I am may be told my thoughts are other people's,
I  use my thoughts to come up with original thoughts,
I have original ideas,
I have a future of beauty,
even when others may think:
I am unoriginal
That I am brainwashed by others,
that I am crazy with thoughts,
The Last Word I can say is:
I am pure
I am complex
I am hard to understand
I am intelligent
I am creative
I am original
I am an artist
I am a poet
I am a researcher
I am a activist
I am a advocate
I am a fondly amazing person,
and
most of all,
I am how I was supposed to be created,
I was born this way
to make a difference,
to help others understand
human reality and being,
to help others understand
who they are and
how to self-actualize,
and
most importantly,
I was born to make others great
and learn to forgive,
learn to empower myself,
learn to teach others to never give up,
and
most evidently,
teach everyone about how to be self-aware,
to be self-assuring,
and to be worthy of who they are
without the opinions of others
getting in the way,
but I was also here to
learn to believe,
believe in myself,
believe in others,
and to believe
in the world
that evolution changes
because of neurodiversity
because of celebration
and
because the world is:
changing constantly,
always re-examining the past,
and
Always always always
expressing how everyone feels
how the world feels,
and,
how the universe feels
so one day
the higher power
will say:
Welcome Welcome Welcome
to the universe beyond,
when we have:
all forgiven
all have let go
and
all have finally moved forward!